so ya my second post and i am thinking of what to do --rather what to write --- and my brain( !!!) -(hey i need to check if i have one -- if u know of any test which tells u definitely if u have a brain or not -- do get in touch -- oops deviating from the topic ha -- hey wait a minute but i dont have a topic) -- aaah forget it -- just ignore the words in the bracket and read on ( u know sometimes i think i have split personality -- hey who has split personality --u see what i mean )
so back to the point -- my brain -- decides it has had enough for the day and decides it wants to go blank -- so u see the earlier para is a tribute to my blank brain --

i was wondering the other day about why so many people around the world are stuck on the net for so long daily ( me included)--

and what struck my mind was the fact is the question as to what exactly is the net i mean what does it stand for to us people who log on to the net almost everyday --
apart from the fact that it is a treasure house of information -- what is also a very important factor is that at any time there millions of people logged on to the net

so us people who are almost always hungry for company find that the internet provides this excellent media -- through which we can overcome a lot of our inhibhitions and try to find company in cyberspace -- this is actually a lot about the lonliness that surrounds us in this new and everchanging world order we are living in -- we are all used to ignoring people on the streets -- i cant remember the last time i smiled to stranger on the street -- on the streets of the modern world nobody has time to stop say a few friendly words - we are used to keeping our heads down -- or maybe up -- but never at level -- while walking on the streets engaged ferociously in our own battles with life -- and i am not saying its really our fault or something -- i mean the world today is changing so rapidly -- in all ways-- not only technological advancements -- but also in matters of ideas of religion of the fundamental way we think that
that our lives have been thrown into constant turmoil --

then is also the rise of increasing insecurity among not only people but nations at large -- people /nations have to project themselves as the best irrespective of what they are on the inside -- leading to the judjing times that we have come to live upon --- people judje each other indiscriminately -- which is like the main reason - people now no longer communicate that freely - by the fear of being judjed - forcing them to not voice their inner thoughts -- i mean judjing somebody else is like the most ape like things we can do -- in doing so we choose the easier but wrong path -- if we were to take only 2 minutes and put ourselves in the persons shoes -- we wouldnt be judjing people so much -- we also tend to forget that people change all the time -- that nobody stays stagnant even for a moment -- but we perceive ourselves and and others around us to have fixed ideas and fixed personalities -- when the truth is that we are like moving rivers - which keep on changing every moment -- so much so that the river u kept ur foot in is not the river that u removed ur foot from -- whoa !!!!!!!!!!


i deviated from the topic like hell ( this time i did have a topic ha !!)

i ' ll try to wind this internet addiction thing in another blog -- since i am not feeling like doing it a ot right now

anyway see ya people - keep reading -- ( hey let me say bye as well -- bye fellas - this guy writes like crap next blog will be by me so read that and dont waste time on this one -------------------- well what can i say -- )


may god put a smile on ur face --

tc

MOHONA of thoughts -- ya i know what ur thinking what is this word mohona - well its a bengali word -meaning confluence -- when i first heard this word - this beautifull word -anyway --- it was used in the context of confluence of tributaries in sunderbans -- its a strangely mystical word i mean it sounds out of the world -- - and i love the way it is pronounced
mo-ho-na, mo and ho are pronounced as in HO - HO - HO the way santa is supposed to say


anyway -- well the other day before starting my own blog - i was wondering what is a blog supposed to be --or more aptly what is it -- is it like ur personal diary on the webspace or is it for those thoughts that cross ur mind and u want people to know that u thought 0f those things

or is it just for letting out some steam on how things work and ur silent observations --on these things -- to keep a record of the things that struck ur mind and to be able to study them at a leisure pace --

i think it can be a bit of all these things -- and thats the reason it is such a good thing -- cause its not straightjacketed at all -- people can twist the whole thing and regain their personality on the web atleast - in a world where people like idiots strive to be some body or something and in the process lose their individuality --

so lets see how things go for me in blogosphere --see ya guys keep reading