when the time has come .. and when it has gone back again
just like the waves come and go back to there domain
there will be nothing left just like it was all before.
you came in u lived and then u went back through the door
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i donot currently know if life rocks or not
if it does rock for you.. now at this moment if you are happy man/woman
.. god bless u...
if right now u are reading this and you donot feel so good.. remember somebody somewhere is not as lucky as you feel happy .. things could be worse.......... may god bless you too.......
what is it .. you know... you are a person who has practically everything you could ask for..
and yet u feel incomplete .. u know then but u havent realized that everything they told you
was a lie.. they told you it is good to pass this exam .. they told you that this will set u on a pth to a good future... a good life..... they keep telling you .. that buy this buy that maybe this will fill the ever gaping void in you.... may be the new sofa set will make you feel good..
they make you beleive in all malls that this .. the thing you are holding is the thing that you have missed all your life... that this is what u always needed .. maybe this will stop you from feeling insanely empty..........
you know maybe we have all made these pacts with the "devil" .. the pact that we will not do what we really want .. we will all try to do what is perceived to be the right thing ....
and in the end suffer for its purpose
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today as i write this ... i realize ... even though theoretically i am doing what i like ... that though theoretically i should be a happy person... i am not ...one .. maybe because .. the place i have come to hasnt really given what i was looking for.. maybe i havent taken it ...
have i lost the way ..... i may ask... but .. i know to ask is foolishness... cause i already know the answer.... yes .. i have lost it ... but ... now that i know i have lost the way...
i promise to myself i will find it again...........
and again i will rise......
like i dont know what..
i may be foolish not wise
but i have found what i sought.....
chalo
see ya bye........
